yeah, okay..whatever.
Honestly, I’d forgotten about the approaching Valentine’s Day being so close. I’m just really excited for saturday, right now. I am per usual, making some ‘lil filled with random thing-a-ma-jigs Valentine gifts for some..one I’m a bit nervous to send..but whatever.
Anyway, are people still making a huge deal out of feb 14th? I mean, I’ve got people to send boob pics to, Kyoko, Jaclyn I’m looking at you. (it’s their birthday, and they my gals) Valentine’s Day is what? On a Tuesday? I don’t know if it’s because I’m old, cynical, hopelessly romantic in denial, crushed, or what..but I haven’t felt that cold pang of “I”M SINGLE AND ALONE”…yet.
Maybe it’s because I have to focus on strengthening my body right now. Maybe it’s because I know what I want, who I want, and I know they will never want me back. They are much more practical in ways of the heart than I am. They are far away, and I’m pretty sure they certainly don’t look at me as “sexy” or “beautiful” or someone they want to wake up next to. It’s such a drag though, isn’t it? Friendship… Having feelings for each other, but not speaking to each other…or..well rather not,..nevermind
what a bummer.
I’ll find the Sid to my Cassie if I’m lucky. It’s good to be fucked up and know that someone is just as fucked up in everything as you are.
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t have designs on you.
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hanbanesty said:
“It’s good to be fucked up and know that someone is just as fucked up in everything as you are.” THIS. Oof. I am head over heels for you. <3
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